A Dream That Opened an Old Wound and a New Healing Path

This morning, I woke up from a vivid dream — and the feelings stayed with me after.

In the dream, my husband, daughter, and I bought a piece of land and moved into an old house, clearing away the belongings of its former, now deceased, owner.

In the morning my husband drove away to do some chores. My daughter and I were playing outside.
Later, two men appeared — one older, one younger. When I stepped inside, the house shifted in form: its walls became thin, airy, like a tent, shifting between fragility and protection. With curiosity, I entered and said calmly: “We are the new owners here. What do you want?”

The younger man explained that he had once come to this house seeking healing from the woman who lived there. I was surprised to learn she had been a healer. With joy, I told him: “I am also a healer — I can help you.”

Instead of responding, he began rummaging through shelves, filling his pockets with sweets. He poured a pile of them onto the table for me too after I mentioned I also want those.

Then, suddenly, the scene changed. I was in another room with my daughter. He entered again — this time trying to sexually force himself on me. Our eyes locked. I pushed him away, panicked, fumbling with a locked door, telling my daughter to run as far as she could, to escape and be safe.

That is when I woke up — feeling anxiety, with pain in my stomach, and words echoing inside me:

“I acknowledge and accept that in my family line, and in my past lives, there were those who suffered from violence — sexual and otherwise — and there were also those who inflicted it. I acknowledge and accept this experience at the price it has come to me.”

This is a phrase from the Legalization of Truth therapeutic method. I recommend speaking it aloud and observing what happens in your body.

As I repeated it, I felt warmth rise from my womb, spreading through my entire body.

💛 Many faces came to mind — clients who came to therapy carrying wounds of sexual abuse, toxic relationships, and the inability to conceive. Yes, infertility too can sometimes be linked to trauma in the ancestral line — both from victims and perpetrators. On the soul level, everyone suffers.

When trauma remains unspoken and unhealed, it blocks the arrival of new souls into a family. The cellular memory holds compressed pain, fear, anger, helplessness, guilt, and shame — making it unsafe for new life to enter.

That unprocessed pain can live in the body as extra weight, chronic stress, painful menstruation, panic attacks, numbness, or even workaholism — because truly relaxing feels unsafe. The psyche buries what is too much to carry alone.

✨ You are not guilty. You are not alone. This pain is carried silently by so many.

And now, my soul is calling me to create a free, closed group healing meeting for those who feel ready to release this trauma. There will be two circles — one in Russian, one in English.

If this resonates, write to me mermaid-81@mail.ru with the time that would be good for you for that private meeting.

💛 Let’s release this heavy burden — not only ours, but also that of our ancestors that is in our DNA.